我真的无能为力

back blogging,

when i take train today back to TPY. i think alot and alot.

thinking back. what people comment on me stuff like this. i dont know why keep thinking of the past and not the future.

Work:

I Being a star at mcdonald is a enjoyable work for everyone who is a STAR. but for me. i not happy and enjoyable.i even come to my store to help when i not schedule on work. i do free of charge sometime for my party stuff. Star job is do Hostessing & Party if its party hub and build sales. but in TPY store . i as a star i do counter and not doing much star job. i dont like my store. its a good tthing that it closing down end June. i dont even have a STAR Nametag. and today their movie day for Manager & Star. but i not included in.

dont wish to talk about more on work…

Friend:

I dont really have much friend. i have a few best friend but i now dont know what does best friend mean? ask you Will a bestfriend for you talk bad thing behind of you? and when your birthday do you receive gift from your friend or relative?? Yes right?……. for me no one know my birthday.. i didnt receive any birthday gift from anyone only from my friend who bought Sin Huey CD for me. thanks her. but else no one… i not too sure i do really have friend anot. i dont know why i treat people good but last no one treat me good. i not a money person. atleast something also i appreciate.. but NO.i treat people KBOX,buying people album sometime lent people money i sometime dont get back cos i thought friend so i just give. but i dont treat back the same. but worse get people talk about me what i did wrong etc or how i dress. cant you just think my good. i think also nothing good i can say myself.i just wish my mum dont give birth to me.

i really think i really look like SIN HUEY in project superstar time. people pi ping wai biao. i really look similar to her. cos sin huey really suffer alot.SIngapore media say sin huey this that etc. i also dont care. i love malaysian fans. i really love them that they love Sin Huey much then singapore fans love her.why cant singapore people give  a fair to Sin Huey. why cant WHY!!!!

i really wish to give up what am i doing now i really wish. and wish to just starve to death=)

I enjoy doing Star Hiring with the star today=) enjoy today

Regards,

JOSEPH AKA JUN YONG

无能为力Helpless – Xin Hui

i really like this picture.. from malaysia autograph session compare to SG autograph .Malaysian fans ROCK

11 June

6月11日  不时开心的日子 是失落以及想念的日子 – 我一惊原谅你了。一年过去了。你不在爱我了

我在外表上你一位我是开心的人，可是我在内心是很脆弱

我 好傻
原来你没想象中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受

你的存在 让我更寂寞

我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受